Wow i forgot i even had this...

Well a lot has changed in my life since i last wrote in this so i guess i can fill you in... well i dont live in country place anymore and the party throwing has stopped since i live in a two bedroom apartment and i dont want my crap to get messed up. i live in lake michigan drive apartments now, and i have a new roommate who is a transfer student, he's cool but i dont relly talk to him very much. im single now, but things are looking bright for me, things are always tough at the beggining, but life is just like a rollercoaster ride it goes up and down and you just hold on for dear life... my mom's and pops are still old but still kicking like a 20 year old... looking back to other things that i have written in this before, i should of taken the advise of my drunk self, instead of letting people walk all over me and doing things for other people i need to do things for myself, that is what i am doing now... im working on stuff that i dont like about myself, but also not trying to change the good things about me, just tryin to correct the flaws the best way i can, i know nobody is perfect so im not trying to be, but i also no who i am not and who i dont want to be... but other than that im just tryin to enjoy life, there is so much out there for me and all i have to do is just get off my ass and walk outside, everybody has all of the essential to lead a successful life its just can you use those tools the right way... alright im goin to try to not be a stranger to this, peace....